7th
No smoking: Day 1
It’s been 2 hours now without a cigarette. I’m starting to feel…ill lol. I want one soooooooo bad! So here’s what I see happening over the next few hours:
I will definitely have chewed off all of my finger nails within the next hour.
In another two hours, I may have no hair left.
3 hours, things are gonna start getting scarey. I’m talking demon shit up in this bitch!
4 hours, I might want to kill myself, but I’ll try not to be selfish.
12 hours, I’ll probably be huddled up in the corner of my room crying and sucking my thumb like a baby, but hopefully no one will see that.
24 hours from now, I may need to be sent to 3-East. It’s a long shot, but definitely possible, that i’ll need mental help to prevent me from going absolutely fucking insane.
I’ll keep you posted…
